10.09.06
It’s Been A While
I can’t believe it has been almost six months since I have posted last. Many things have happened in this time. You see, I had always believed that if one isn’t happy then those around them will not be either. I hadn’t been happy and I did everything I could to try and make myself happy. The down side was that I didn’t care how it affected those around me. Well, life came along and kicked me in the seat of my pants. My whole world was turned upside down and I almost lost everything that was dear to me. I won’t go in to details but let’s just say that everything became one huge mess.
I now understand that, while my happiness is important, I need to be aware of how my decisions affect those around me as well. I am trying to change and yet I still find myself slipping back to my old ways at times. When I see it, I try and correct what I am doing but it is a hard path to follow. To those I have hurt along the way, I am sorry. I am trying to make things right so please have patience and give me some time.